I will not forget you, though. I don’t think that you particularly deserve my memory, nor do I flatter myself into believing that you return my sense of vague wistfulness. There is no part of me that wants to return to the limbo I existed in for so long, or even the often-imagined parallel universe in which you reciprocated my feelings to the letter. I do, however, want to remember what it feels like to be hurt, to want, to need something so desperately only to find out that your life is perfectly fine without it. As much as the little scar on my knee will always remind me to watch out when I am running, yours on my heart will teach me to be kind. Because I know what it feels like to be cast aside with indifference, and I know that it’s a pain from which the body itself takes a long time to recover. You will live in my mind as a cautionary tale, a fable of how much damage words can do — especially when they are insincere. And though I am not nostalgic for what we did have, I am hopeful about life being filled with everything we didn’t.
Chelsea Fagan, I Will Not Forget You (via 5ft1)
thinking of going to see gatsby tonight, thoughts?
all i do with my life lately is play hayday
if you have it add me in gamecenter and i’ll automatically be added to your friends tab in hay day ok!!! - gamecenter username: lunasbear
im facing a situation guys okay
currently im at ucf, i got my associates out of highschool at a community college which has now become a state college but it’s just nowhere near as known or notorious as ucf. i’m thinking of switching back to the one i started at versus ucf because 1) commuting time will fall from 50 minutes to 10 2) tuition is half the price and 3) its a more personal teaching style, 30-40 kids per class versus the 1200 to 1 student-teacher ratio at ucf. it’s not that i’m quitting or anything but i find it a lot more difficult to learn that way, because you’re basically learning on your own when the classes are that large. i can get the same bachelors degree at the other state college, i just don’t want it to look worse because it doesn’t have that ucf name?
idk :( someone give me some insight or words idk
a bad bitch hahaha i don’t know about that, i’m not really careless i just only use the energy of something like that where it belongs, aka ignoring negativity and things/people that are not worth the sadness in my life!
hey ya dear anon who asked if i watched the vamps finale only to follow with a complete fucking spoiler, no i did not watch it yet thx for being a dickhead
i don’t know i just want food and back rubs and kisses that don’t have to mean anything tomorrow okay
i swear to everything in my life if amanda and jack aren’t together next season i will cause a problem to everyone around me forever