♔ -- Making themes has always been incredibly relaxing and just soothing for me, however over the years there have been many incidents where people have blatantly taken my coding and tweaked/claimed it as their own. I will always keep my themes up and continue creating more so long as I'm on here, but please, please respect the credit where it is due!
♔ -- You may edit the layouts I've made in any way you would like. All I ask is that the credit stays right where I have put it, unless clearly shown elsewhere! To continue onto my themes, simply hit the 'forgive' link below!
♔ -- Please note: I no longer answer any theme questions. I will be posting a theme FAQ page which I will add to frequently, but until it is up please refrain from asking them. My apologies. Of course, if there are any serious issues feel free to contact me on my main blog.
I’m looking for a live stream link for my friend to watch tonights premiere of SOA, does anyone know of one that will work? Pwease!
Find meaning. Distinguish melancholy from sadness. Go out for a walk. It doesn’t have to be a romantic walk in the park, spring at its most spectacular moment, flowers and smells and outstanding poetical imagery smoothly transferring you into another world. It doesn’t have to be a walk during which you’ll have multiple life epiphanies and discover meanings no other brain ever managed to encounter. Do not be afraid of spending quality time by yourself. Find meaning or don’t find meaning but ‘steal’ some time and give it freely and exclusively to your own self. Opt for privacy and solitude. That doesn’t make you antisocial or cause you to reject the rest of the world. But you need to breathe. And you need to be.
To all my babes:
I want to take a minute to let you know how much I’ve missed being here. I logged on this morning after lying in bed thinking about how long it’d been and I almost feel foreign on my own blog. I have so many messages asking where I am, where I’ve been, that you guys miss me and my writing, etc, and it’s digging an ache into my chest. Honestly. I never meant to up and “disappear” from here, and I know a lot of you followed me religiously and checked back all the time for my ramblings, or my writings, or just shanny being shanny. You’ve asked what I’ve been up to, to give you some sort of update, tell you what’s been happening, but really there isn’t much to tell, babes.
The past few months I’ve become far more subdued, I’ve drifted from a pretty solid number of friends because of the fact that I’ve just required a lot of time alone, and I’m still not sure whether I deserve that time or if it reflects off as me just being an unreliable friend to them. I don’t know how anyone takes it. I know friends have been getting frustrated with me because I don’t text them as much as I used to, because I won’t sit on my phone and text them repeatedly with a conversation like I used to, but I for some reason just can’t be bothered with it all. I don’t know how to sum up what’s happened the past year of my life, or if it’s been wonderfully silent or terrifying all together, but the one damn thing I know to tell you, the one thing that’s taken up all of my energy: writing.
School and work are a hassle, they’re draining, but that’s not the reason I haven’t been coming on. There isn’t a reason for that that’d help you understand any more than I could give to the few I’ve slowly separated from. I’ve just been consumed, thoughtfully, at least, and quite literally all I do with my free time is just that: write.
But I want to be back here, I miss the support, I miss all you lil tulips so much and the past few days or so I’ve been thinking of revamping everything. Restarting my themes page and making a resource page to go along with it. Getting out a small book of my writings that you haven’t seen if any of you would be interested. Opening that P.O. box so that you all can write to someone with no filter, whether you send it anonymously or not. It’s hard to promise that I’ll be here again like I used to be, like I always was, but I feel this ridiculous wanting and ebbing wrapped around my heart to do that, not just for you but for myself.
So I dunno, once again I know it’s been awhile. I hope ya’ll still lub me, because I’m still shanny okay.
THANK YOU BABY!
guys i’m 22 today :’)