its really different to have a guy that’s interested in you that’s always eager to see you and always offers to drive over even if it’s 1 in the morning and tells you when he’s near your work in case you need a visit and cooks you dinner and i don’t know, it’s really odd to me and i guess that’s why i can’t tell if i like it yet because normally it’s always me being the one taking care of someone else. it’s so foreign to have that care returned the way i give it and it’s sad to realize that
Make yourself some cocoa too okay? And take a shower and just let your hair do what it pleases and dry as it will and just stay wrapped up in anything you find comfortable. There’s no reason why tomorrow can’t be wonderful punkin, you aren’t making a silly move, in fact I think it’s much wiser to stay home truthfully! Now go get cozy, don’t even think about it. Tomorrow’s just another Sunday.
Ah baby please don’t feel foolish or like you’re worrying too much because I understand exactly the mind set you’re in, I always get frantic over what seems like such small decisions to other people and just have to ask literally anyone I can on what they would do just to make me feel better with the guilt that comes with either side, whether it’s unnecessary or not. Listen to me, you are taking tomorrow off. You are not disappointing your mother by doing so, she’s just simply not going to call and excuse the day off when it’s not necessary to or an emergency, she’s a parent! It doesn’t mean she’s going to look down on you, you aren’t skipping for no apparent reason, you’re studying, and taking one day off is not going to do anything drastic to your grades love bug. If anything it will only benefit you because you’ll have created two days of breathing room to properly study for them and commit to them the way you need to. I have such a hard time dealing with my mom or dad being disappointed in me, a lot of times my mom will say things like “well if you do this then you’re just letting this out the window, thats your choice to make” or “its your life” and clearly makes a stern point which choice she feels is the “adult choice” or the “right choice” or the “mature choice” - but just listen to me. Some of the best trips and times of my life have come out of me letting go of that guilt and going with what my body is urging me to do. If you need more time to study, then you take it. If you want to go on a trip to California to see your boyfriend (ex now) in the service, even if it means missing a job interview, do it. I know how powerful anxiety is but I promise you, I promise I promise that she will not be as disappointed in you as you think for taking the time off to study. If anything she’ll be over it within a day, it’s not going to change your relationship or change the way she looks at you. Give your tired mind and heart a break. You spent the day with her in what I assume was a lovely mother’s day, she is your mom and I know the role they can play mentally in decisions, but make this one for you.
I have strep throat/sore throats a lot in general to be honest, my immune system isn’t very strong as it is but no doctors ever really seemed interested in focusing on that aspect of things. I’m only having the ache on one side of my throat and I’ve noticed that after drinking alcohol is when it’s at it’s worst, so I’ve cut that out. My ENT says it’s silent reflux but I don’t know if that can cause one sided throat pain like this. I end up having to take ibuprofen all day just to deal with it.
like this if you’re using one of my themes?
(i’m going to be revamping them all to get out all of the issues people have had with them, and also just make them look much neater and etc)
