My alone feels so good, I’ll only have you if you’re sweeter than my solitude.- Warsan Shire
im sitting here drinking a beer and doing hours worth of homework/studying and i just want someone to come and lay on my lap and place little kisses on my thighs while i sit in my undies and stuff my brain
i’m back into running every day regularly regardless of the heat or the time or how lazy i want to be and i’ve been signing up for all different types of yoga classes and learning to open and channel my chakras and i swear to god, if you aren’t invested in spirituality and yoga practices yet, it will truly change your life if you let it. never been so positive, so open to everything i’m experiencing. the mind is a beautiful thing when you learn to use it up to your potential.
you are a beautiful lil flowerly princess soul, you really are. never let them boys get your cute lil butt ok, we gotta treasure them cos not every boy deserves da tushie. ilu, thank you very much.
"Be able to let go of what was, and what you thought it was going to be. Be able to accept what’s happening and accept it gracefully. Sometimes we move forward and sometimes we take a few steps back. What’s important is that we ourselves learn when to push on and when to accept what’s happening. When to fight for our dream and when to accept that it may not work out the way we thought.
Only we can provide our answers. Only we know when to keep going and when to stop. The more aware we are of this persistent choice in life, the more we see it in every waking moment.
Never give up; always let go.”
Instead of pet names I want my future lover bubby to call me flower names like “you cute lil petunia” or “my lil sunflower” or “my lil bebe rose” like come on lay one on me stud
at the moment my love life includes nothing by peanut butter and berry smoothies and yoga, and unfortunately my like-life has been almost humorously unsuccessful. it’s basically ranged from a guy literally giving me the cold shoulder because i wouldn’t do anal (no ty) and another telling me he couldn’t hang out with me because i would fall in love with him, and being serious about it.
SO SHANNY IS JUST DOING SHANNY RIGHT NOW.
not necessarily, no. the first thing i experience when i’m about to get a panic attack is an immense heat in my chest, if you’re really concerned you could go see a doctor and ask them about it, but i know that everyone responds differently to things like that. just take a deep breath babe.
i am really overwhelmed at the amount of lovely messages i have gotten recently and the fact that i couldn’t possibly reply to them all and just ugh my heart is too full I JUST NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE APPRECIATED OKAY just silently, like a woman at an art show who can’t pull herself away from simply staring at a piece that speaks to her directly.
IM SORRY BABY lately i’ve been really busy between work and school, and i’ve been spending a lot of time getting even deeper into yoga and all that zen life, so it takes up most of my time alone.